deserving a new start... or not...

its been a while, so this will be a private blog from now on...

but anyways... i dont know why... i've always told people that long distance relationships will not work and they're fools for placing their time into a long D relationship... but for some reason one way or another, i think i'm starting to develop feelings for someone on the other side of the earth... god help me (and i dont even believe in god!!!)

its her personality that seems to be difference than all the girls here in toronto, she is very carefree and just lives life by the day... something that i've forgotten how to do, got so caught up on saving up and making money...

well i dont know whats going to happen... but even if nothing happens between us, i think she has already changed my life and the way i look at living to work, not working to live...